hurt+

A little part of me want to hurt them
both of them
never would I actually lay a hand on them, other to maybe slap him, but I could never hurt them
even with everything they have done, all the lies they have told
and I'm not talking about my mother in this
no, I'm talking about rj and Alison
strait out
I'm sure he believes what he says
but she, she says that she believes when she doesn't, she lies, through her teeth

all I can do now is cry
go up and look down on my life.
it seems to colorful
if you don't look at the dark patches
the ones that threaten to spread and stain all the rest