Thursday, January 27, 2005

Patronized

Sometimes i think he hates me.
The way he talks wears on my nerves, like he intends to invade all my flaws and point them out to everyone. I know that i'm stupid, i know that he's much much smarter than me, but i don't know why he emphasizes it.

Though, i can't say i blame him. Its natural to want to be smarter than other people, and its not hard to be smarter than me. Sometimes, it just hurts though. Cause he gets all defensive, and angry when i say it outloud, but he's doing something that bugs me.

I should learn to shut up, and just, settle below everyone. It'd be easier, nicer, calmer.
I wouldn't have to worry about proving myself.

I'm so stupid, i can't just... move on. Shoot me please, put me out of my misery. I'm to self absorbed and conceited to just accept that i'm dumb and let people walk on me. But i have to cause i am, and they will.

1 Comments:

Blogger Catherine said...

Thats the thing...we all do it. All three of us, and it is the only form of friction that we have because we all beleive tht we are right, even you. So really all that can be done is that we all work on it and we all bear with it...
*shrugs*
proves that none of us are perfect anyway...thats a plus I guess. Let the self depreshiating comments thrive!!

January 27, 2005 at 7:29 PM  

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