What do I have to do?

To prove to you that I love you?
What!?
What exactly do you want?

I tell you all of these things and yet, you don't beleive me. Not really. You doute me at every turn and I find me self shaking my head in wonder.

It is an odd thought to see you as a girl. Because your BEN. Not a girl at all and you should see and know that I love you for you. I don't want a girl and because I love you I will never leave you for one.

But no. You don't beleive that. You think I'm some horrible person that would leave you for anything or anyone. That I don't love you when I do.

I don't know what exactly I am spossed to do to rattify this. All you do though, is sulk and pout. You don't try and talk to me about these things. Instead all you do is keep them to your self and let them fester in your chest. And what good is that? Its not.

I'm not someone thats going to leave you anytime soon. I love you to damb much to do that.

And how am I going to dry your tears when you hide your face?

You weren't looking but while I was reading how you thought I was going to leave you my eyes were betraying me in trying ot show my emotions. I don't cry all that often, it doesn't mean I don't want too.