Possiblities
You really can bruise your wrists.
You really can fail when you try your hardest.
People really will lie to make you feel better.
I really am just a ghost full of lies and sorrow. You take it all for truth and i never ment a word.
It really is hard to be around such beautiful people and be so dark.
It really is possible to hate the light.
I really wish i was free of myself. I wish the suicide was true.
I really just want to be held.
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yesh...I noticed your wrist, and that must have been some serious blunt force trama...
lies? *shakes head* If this is about everyone telling you your beautiful and not horrible fat like you always say then no, their not lies at all, just you not willing to beleive the truth...
Because you are amazing and beautiful...
I really don't know what to do right now, I don't know how to help...
Eric...I wish he was here for you. You need him right now, of course you know that. If only my saying that would send some sort of message to him to let him know that. I wish he was good for you, that he was good too you.
and so now you have a hand full of wishes, what are you going to do with them?
i'm considering throwing them to the wind, and hoping he catches one.
either that or burning them. Just because i can.
I wish he was here too. I just.. need his arms, i need that place. And i know that i can hug you, or ben, or marty.. but i'm so desperatly, achingly in love with him, it won't help anymore.
I know its only been a couple weeks. But now seems longer than ever. It's kinda like being heartbroken.
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