so tired
of people thinking that we're both such ig losers
that we need to stop being so 'together'
but maybe I like it this way right now, maybe we don't want to let go
even for a second so fear that something may happen
I don't think I've heard anyone say anything good about it at all
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aprehensive at the thought that I have to deal with a girl that frightens me so much, but no one can grasp why I am so afraid.
afraid of a spider crawling through my window and stinging me in the middle of the night. These things I thought I could deal with and yet I find it hard to exist again because of the fear.
*hangs head*
Its to late for co-herant thoughts...fuck spelling.
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hey kiddo
i should clear something up.
I am happy for you. You have an awesome relationship, and it's really, really sweet.
I don't think you're stupid, honestly. Part of me just doesn't get it though, cause i'm not like that, not at all. it just seems so movie-like to me, and it makes me sad cause there must be something wrong with me because i don't want it.
I want my stupid boy who acts like a moron and yet perfectly sweet. And i don't get this whole relationship thing or why its a big deal but i suppose, that's your boat.
And the only reason i tease you is cause its so damn funny. Honestly, it's like the two of you wandered out of a hollywood romance. All i can do is shake my head and smile...
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