dear dad;

You such a fucking liar. After all those times that you told me that you never talk about me negativly with robbie, all those times that you told me that you didn't think I was like her. It was all just to make me 'feel' better and not the truth at all. You think I'm just like her, and you always need some one to hate so you picked your own fucking daughter.
Funny though, you think I'm so fucked up? Put is in the same room and people think we're so similar is fucking eerie. So you think I'm messed up and so much like her? Maybe you want to look in the mirror and realize that I'm so much like you. Fucked up like you are.
To be like her I would have to be so fucking selfish...jsut because I don't wash the floors on saturday anymore, and do it on either monday or tuesday doesn't mean I'm skipping out on my responsibilitys.

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I'm ranting, when the truth of it is; when ever someone tells me something like that I beleive them. I'm just like here. Really I am. I'm Horrible, fat ugly and worthless. I want to fight back, but the sadest part is that I know their right.