I'm mad

I just think its really really shitty of keven to fuck around with me like this. I wish he was still my friend and that we could talk again. Funny how he would say that talking to me was his favoite part of having me as a friend. Now, I know that I didn't tell him for a very long time. But I was right not too, and I should have known better than to tell him at all if this is how he reacts to things.

I want to know what he thinks about the whole thing. I don't want pity or anything like that. Its just though to let a person know something like that and then have them say nothing and avoid you like he is.

It makes me very tired on the inside.
I could sleep for days over this.